Saturday, December 20, 2008

THIS TIME LAST YEAR...

This time last year I was pregnant with Brenna. I had no idea yet. I wouldn't find that out until tomorrow. This was the last "normal" day of my life. After this day my life would change in ways I could never imagine. I did not feel well, and I remember my sister teasing me that I was pregnant- which I (lovingly) told her she was a moron for suggesting. I had no idea. Which is crazy considering I'd already been pregnant before. I guess my brain just couldn't go there. I could not fathom concieving a child after all these years.... One year ago today was the last day I was a normal, innocent person. I had no idea that I would be starting a life changing journey the very next day.

Oh, and it's my birthday.

7 comments:

Mrs. Spit said...

happy birthday Holli.

Wishing that Brenna could be with you.

Foreverloves said...

Happy Birthday.

I wish you had your little girl.

CLC said...

Happy Birthday Holli. I am sorry this is not how you envisioned it. Birthdays just aren't the same anymore, are they?

Aunt Becky said...

Happy Birthday, Holli. I'm so sorry it's not the way it should be.

Antigone said...

Happy Birthday.

One year. It's hard to believe so much could happen, so much could change, in such a short period.

Reese said...

Happy Birthday, Holli---

Thinking of you and your sweet girl today....

Love, Reese

Erica said...

I am so sorry. I just passed the date of when I found out I was pregnant last year and it was such a hard day. Hugs to you mama.