This time last year I was pregnant with Brenna. I had no idea yet. I wouldn't find that out until tomorrow. This was the last "normal" day of my life. After this day my life would change in ways I could never imagine. I did not feel well, and I remember my sister teasing me that I was pregnant- which I (lovingly) told her she was a moron for suggesting. I had no idea. Which is crazy considering I'd already been pregnant before. I guess my brain just couldn't go there. I could not fathom concieving a child after all these years.... One year ago today was the last day I was a normal, innocent person. I had no idea that I would be starting a life changing journey the very next day.
Oh, and it's my birthday.
I started this blog in 2008 after the stillbirth of my daughter. Now it's not just about loss, but about life.
7 comments:
happy birthday Holli.
Wishing that Brenna could be with you.
Happy Birthday.
I wish you had your little girl.
Happy Birthday Holli. I am sorry this is not how you envisioned it. Birthdays just aren't the same anymore, are they?
Happy Birthday, Holli. I'm so sorry it's not the way it should be.
Happy Birthday.
One year. It's hard to believe so much could happen, so much could change, in such a short period.
Happy Birthday, Holli---
Thinking of you and your sweet girl today....
Love, Reese
I am so sorry. I just passed the date of when I found out I was pregnant last year and it was such a hard day. Hugs to you mama.
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