Friday, December 12, 2008


So I got the job. At least I'm pretty sure I got the job. Boss-lady called me today to ask me to come back in Monday to discuss salary and such. She also said she has been excited since meeting me last week, and she wishes I was there with her today. Flattery will get you everywhere. :) I'm sort of excited, but I'm also nervous. When it comes to me I am a perfectionist. I don't do anything unless I know I am going to excel at it. I loath my own failure.

(Totally off topic- this just occurred to me as I was writing. I wonder if that is why I've been having such a hard time with loosing Brenna. Do I look at her death as my own failure? I have to think about that some more.)

So anyway, I may have a new job. My husband tells me I would be crazy not to take it. We live in Michigan, and let me tell you the economy is terrible here. I know it's bad all over- but Michigan is it's own kind of shitty. It is a great opportunity, and I will be making more money than I ever have before. It is definitely the answer to our money prayers.

Oh, and you know how I was thinking that if I didn't get the job it was God's way of telling me that a baby was in my future? Well, now I think since I did get the job, it's His way of telling me a baby is in my future. Now I will be financially secure.

Man, I can turn anything into a positive can't I?


Mrs. Spit said...

turning bad into good. A bad thing that is?

JenJen said...

Congrats on the job! What will you be doing~ sorry, if I missed a previous post describing it already. I do hope you get your baby in the future...when can you start trying again? My doc told me a year after my c-section with Lily.

Again, I hope Monday goes well!

CLC said...

Congrats on the new job. And there's nothing wrong with taking a "bad" thing and making it a positive. I wish I had that knack.

mrsmuelly said...

Congratulations! I think it just might be a sign too :-)