I could have grown a whole new baby in the time you've been gone. But I don't want another baby. I really wanted you. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you, or want you here with me. The hole in my heart is not healing, and I don't think it ever will.
I'm just learning to live with it.
6 comments:
Awww, I am so sorry. 9 months is such a long time. I am so sorry you have to learn how to live without your baby girl.
I am almost to that point myself - where I could have had another baby in time that my sons are gone. She was so lovely. God bless your darling angel :)
9 months was significant for me too. But then every month without our children is hard. I wish things were different.
my thoughts are with you..
Holli,
I know this is a hard time for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
=Connie Davis
*hugs*
I'm thinking of all of you.
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