Saturday, February 6, 2010

BABY STEPS

I apologize for those of you who keep coming to this blog, only to find it neglected for a week or two. I suck. I know.

I have many things I want to blog about. I've started several posts, really I have. But I haven't been able to get my thoughts down. I'm working. A lot. I don't like it. Well, that's now true. I like my job. But I hate the guilt that working brings. I feel like I'm neglecting my son (who, truth be told, I don't think even notices I'm gone!). I am having a hard time finding a balance between work and life. My job is very demanding, and I find myself thinking about work all the time. I've even been dreaming about it. I've been making an effort to really stop obsessing about work while I'm not at work. It's a start. Baby steps.

My friend who I spoke about before had her baby. Big, healthy baby boy. I have not seen him yet, because we don't live in the same city, but I will. I was happy and excited for her. It wasn't until later that I realized I didn't feel any jealousy or pain. Baby steps.

My puppy Rosie got hurt the other night. I don't know what happened to her, but she has a big scab on her side. I feel so bad for her. She's kind of a sissy though, and acts like your trying to kill her if you even look at the scab. Cleaning it has been an experience. Because of that her fur had to be cut, and so now she's going to have to get all her long fluffy baby fur cute down, which kind of makes me sad.

We are also planning a trip to Florida around my sons birthday in April. I was not happy to see that Universal Studios has raised their prices considerably. Like $60 a person, which I think is crazy. (FYI: I'm open to all travel tips!)

That's about it: dog, work, kid. I must be the most boring person on the planet. Why is anyone even reading this!?!

2 comments:

Kristi said...

...because we love you... even if you ARE boring. Which you're not :)

JenJen said...

I'm just happy to see you and don't really care what you talk about! You're loved!