The six month mark almost came and went without me realizing it. But I remembered.
This month is much easier than last month. Of course I am still sad, but I do not feel that crushing grief I used to feel. I don't feel like dying when I see pregnant ladies or new babies. I feel like Me more and more each day. I missed Me. I miss laughing until I cry (which I did today, and loved it). I guess, if anything, this loss has taught me to charish the small things. Don't take them for granted, because I now know what life is like without them.
I started this blog in 2008 after the stillbirth of my daughter. Now it's not just about loss, but about life.
4 comments:
I havent posted on here, but I have been following your blog for a while... I am on the NBBC. I just wanted to say that I am glad you are feeling better.
I'm so happy that you are able to laugh again. I can still laugh, but it comes at the expense of feeling guilty. Happy six month angelversary, Brenna.
Thinking of you and Brenna.
Thinking of you all.
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