Monday, July 13, 2009

DEADBABYLAND SUCKS

I don't know why, but tonight I just can't stop crying. I'm hating envious of all the pregnant people I know IRL. Most days I'm OK with not having another baby, but some days (like today) I want nothing more.

I can't imagine living the rest of my life feeling this way.

6 comments:

Mrs. Mother said...

I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better, but I know there's not, so I'll just offer you huge hugs.

margaret said...

I'm there too. I'm obsessed with wanting another baby right now, the only thing is that I had my tubes tied when my twins were born. Six days later my son died. Both of my sisters in law are pregnant right now and it hurts so much forcing the smiles and the congratulations while feeling sad inside. Sending you hugs

Kristi said...

Sending major hugs Holli. I've been very weepy too lately. "Unfair" doesn't even seem to cover it.

Mirna said...

Nothing I say could make you feel better, I know. Talk to your best friend or maybe a support group in your area - it might ease your heart a little, Darling. Big hugs to you.

JenJen said...

(((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))

I know there are going to be days that we feel blue and there are no words that will make us feel better.

I'm here for you, sister...

Funsize said...

I'm right with you. I'm jealous of everyone who's pregnant, or trying to get pregnant right now. I know so many people who are right where I was at when I lost my son, and their babies are thriving. I am so jealous.

xoxo