Friday, March 28, 2008
I don't say her name.
I don't know why, but when talking about my daughter I can't bring myself to say her name. I always say she or the baby. It's like if I say her name then she is real and everything that happened is real and I don't want to face it. I make an effort to use her name when I'm writing this blog, and it honestly is hard! I'm going to TRY my darndest to start using her name. I want to remember she is a person. It's just still so raw, it might take awhile before I can say her name