This is not the life I envisioned for myself three years ago. I thought my life would be different. But it's not, and that's just how it is.
I expected to feel sad, but really I don't feel anything. Tomorrow feels like just any other day to me.
I wish I had some beautiful, touching thing to write, but I don't. I don't have anything to say that hasn't already been said 100 times on here. I wish she was here. She's not. I'm dealing with it. Life goes on.
I've changed so much these past three years. This just isn't what I had planned.
Happy Birthday baby girl.