Wednesday, October 14, 2009

OCTOBER

I'm still here. I just don't have much to say these days.

I'm sure it's because October 15th is tomorrow, but I've been missing Brenna lately. I find myself actually feeling angry that some terrible people have 10 kids easily, and some good people can't have one. I am having a hard time with it, and I think it will always be something I struggle with.

My friend K's husband is not doing well. He is off the vent, but the doctors are not very hopeful that he will have any sort of qu.ality of life. My heart is broken for her. It's strange. Four months ago when her babies were born I would have switched places with her in a second. Now I wouldn't want to take her place in a million years. Funny how life changes in the blink of an eye.

I'll be thinking of you and your babies tomorrow. I will be lighting a candle at 7pm, and thinking of all of you.

3 comments:

AKD said...

Praying for you and Brenna today, and for your friend's husband. I hope that today is filled with the good memories of our babies - for all of us.

God bless, and sending you hugs.

JenJen said...

Thinking of you and Brenna today. ((HUGS))

I'm very sorry about K's husband~ I can't even imagine how life must be for her right now...thinking of something happening to my hubby almost brings me to a panic attack..

Aunt Becky said...

Holding you and Brenna close today and always. Thinking of your friend's husband. I'll keep praying.