I only had 75 days with her.
It took my awhile to find out I was pregnant, because the thought seemed so crazy to me. I hadn't even considered it. It wasn't until she was making me vomit every second of every day that I realize I may have a baby in there.
I did.
75 days later, I didn't.
I don't cry everyday anymore, but I still cry.
It just doesn't seem fair.
I am happy with my life right now, but I can't help but think that it shouldn't be like this. It should be different. She should be here. If she was here, life would be very different right now. I can't help but think that.
75 days just isn't long enough.
I started this blog in 2008 after the stillbirth of my daughter. Now it's not just about loss, but about life.
10 comments:
Nope - it's never long enough.....
Just reading your profile and realizing exactly how much we have in common. Here's to hoping we both get some peace....
I agree, definitely not long enough, and how totally different your life would be with precious Brenna here, I think the same thing all the time with myself and Tristan, how different life would be, how different WE would be as a whole, a mommy, a person.. I just wanted to reach out and give you a big ol' virtual ((((HUG)))
You are right it's not long enough. I just lost my daughter on 10/10/2009 due to an incompetent cervix at 19 wks 6 days gestation and I am currently just broken. I dont know how you move on, but I am trying to find my way.
It's never enough time. No time is enough when your child dies before you do. Hugging you
I don't think there could ever be enough days with our babies...
((HUGS))
Absolutely not fair.
So so right...
xo
I don't think any amount of time is long enough, not when they get taken away. It's all too soon. It's so unfair.
xo
You're right, not near long enough. I'm so sorry. I know how it aches...
Love..
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